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Not Myself I'm not myselfNot Myself by ~dnfjud
I lie all day
I almost never laugh
Why is everything that I'd like to do
So far from normal?
I don't dare to move
Although I need to express myself
I feel as if I've got
No means at all
I feel like a prisoner
Who takes his prison with him
I am my own prison
I'm locked away somewhere
Deep inside me
I don't know when it all started
Or if I ever was free at all
Never got my life going
Never had many friends
I always just disappeared
Without a word
Because I was afraid to tell them
That I feel alien
That I had failed again
I'm not myself
I lie all day
I almost never laugh
I wish I knew how it feels
To be
Sta.sh
thank you so much 
for the favs 
